Saturday, January 23, 2016

The Sunday Currently | 03


Reading
This!!! My new obsession, a webtoon which happens to be a drama series now in Korea. Happy to share you the link where I read the hit manhwa (term used in Korea for a mangga series) Cheese in the Trap.


Here's the pics of the actors who portrayed the roles of the lucky protagonist, Hong Seol and the misunderstood college senior, Yoo Jung. 

Writing
Making the extra effort to make this third installment (eh? Sounds like I'm making a movie to you right? Same goes for my ears too. Lol) of my Day Currently. Anyway, have I told you that just like Adele, I also believe in trilogy so most probably there'll be no currently in the future posts. Which by the way I know no one cares! Hahhaha

Listening
I am just switching from Can't Let Go and All I Ask of my new favorite, Adele! That being said, let me take the moment to play All I Ask again! This song has just the right feels of me, I mean she must have been going through life crisis I think~ oh well she's 25 after all and there's no excuse even if you're The Adele we know. So I italized, underlined and put it the boldest the lines where it was just profoundly raw on the feelings that if ever I see her on the streets of where I live (as if!) then I'm sure I am just dreaming but one thing I'll do if that happens... I'm just gonna run to her and hug her because this song is just so on point and for someone on her quarter life, she must be going through something painful to come up with this lovely song! This is how hit makers, geniuses pay the price for a grammy award, top billboard place and millions of views on youtube. These were just true deep words! Sing with me!!!~~~

"All I Ask"

I will leave my heart at the door
I won't say a word
They've all been said before, you know
So why don't we just play pretend
Like we're not scared of what is coming next
Or scared of having nothing left

Look, don't get me wrong
I know there is no tomorrow
All I ask is

If this is my last night with you
Hold me like I'm more than just a friend
Give me a memory I can use
Take me by the hand while we do what lovers do
It matters how this ends
Cause what if I never love again?

I don't need your honesty
It's already in your eyes
And I'm sure my eyes, they speak for me
No one knows me like you do
And since you're the only one that matters
Tell me who do I run to?

Look, don't get me wrong
I know there is no tomorrow
All I ask is

If this is my last night with you
Hold me like I'm more than just a friend
Give me a memory I can use
Take me by the hand while we do what lovers do
It matters how this ends
Cause what if I never love again?

Let this be our lesson in love
Let this be the way we remember us
I don't wanna be cruel or vicious
And I ain't asking for forgiveness
All I ask is

If this is my last night with you
Hold me like I'm more than just a friend
Give me a memory I can use
Take me by the hand while we do what lovers do
It matters how this ends
Cause what if I never love again?

Thinking
Still how to spend the rest of life... Really, I am preoccupied with the things which I just like to do for now and turned out that I am avoiding the questions I don't have answers yet like when are you going to go? Where exactly? Have you even started preparing? And all that jazz... So let me for now do it my way even that would mean I'm procrastinating hmmmnnn allow me to get to the point where I would dare go for it with my own two feet. 

Smelling
My pillow. I don't want you to imagine but it's only been a week since I hand washed the cover so don't get the most stingy imagination. Hahahahah

Wishing
I can be done with procrastination because on a regular days, I wake up at 7am and even choose to stay in bed and get up the time I should be in EDSA and wait for a bus to come. And I am left with no choice but ride the taxi at 9am when I should be at the office already at that time. Whew! Wish me luck to get over this laziness! 

Hoping
That I'll be able to get up later at 9am so I can be at the salon by the time they open at 10 so I can still have so much time to prepare for Sunday church at Feast with my good friend, Dhet chingu! Hihihihi Sunday singles at 2pm! Hoping for a productive day ahead!

Here's what I want my hair to look like later...

Wearing
My Simon t-shirt from The Simpsons paired with my short from the football ECCP cup wayback 2012? (I used the same shorts when I wrote the recent "currently" post. Hahahaha sometimes it just happens!

Loving
Adele's All I Ask song if you still don't know. And just in, I am loving the carpool segment of The Late Night Show with James Corden!!! Can't help but admire his groove whenever he's just singing with the guest artist! He can't be outshined at all my gosh! Hahahaha I recommend the Stevie Wonder, Jennifer Hudson episodes and wait! Adele is on the latest so watch it puhlease!!! Hahahaha

Wanting
A vacation please somewhere I can catch up with right phase I need to be in by now that I I'll be making this biggest decision of my liiiiiifeeee! Ohhhh Where to go exactly?!??

Needing
More time to sleep, watch my favorite series and moments of silence for myself... I just can't pause without two timing that thing I am currently doing. You feel me there right? I think I am not alone in this when I say I am preoccupied with thoughts that worries me like the can't be stopped *future which also happend to be something we do not know. Ohhh so I  end it there.

Feeling
Weary and confused. 

Sunday, January 3, 2016

10 Things That Makes Me The Happiest "more than kissing"

Greetings Internet!

Today, I decided to make a list of (see title of the post) things I enjoy the most MORE THAN the idea of tereren... Kissing! �� Because instead of dwelling to my hopeless singlesness for twenty five years in a row I like to present to you all the things that makes me forget of that unknown future, destiny that's happening right this moment. 

A little back story as to why I'm making this list is because I just have so much feelings for the past 2015 especially that I am now undeniably 25 and apparently experiencing the quarter life crisis like just anyone at my age so internet people, allow me to cope and get over by focusing on what's making me happy (aside from the male species and the idea of kissing ��) and join me in realizing the sweetness of life as I write and as you read this first post of year 2016! 

1. I love ME time, where I can just cuddle up, in my pajamas, watch my flavor of the month's youtube channel, eat as much chips I want and fall asleep... �� Simply a caveman! ��


2. Taking your bra off is just the best feeling after a long day!

3. A productive day. I know I am not the only one in this because may it be a well planned day or a spontaneous one I always feel like a wonder woman after a day full of finished on time deadlines or accomplished errands on a weekend. Tired but satisfied is the new thing I wish to be this year!

4. Attending FEAST as a non conditional thing to do every Sunday. I am away from my family and often times I have no company going to "the happiest place on earth" but I made it a habit to come to feast and join everyones lifted spirits in the 4pm session with Bros. Alvin and JC as its preachers. The series never fails to touch my heart that I never felt distant with my family at all.

5. Lamang loob. Or any "cooked" internal organs of chicken or pig. My eyes are forming hearts whenever I see dishes like dinuguan, higado, isaw, chicken/pork liver steak, chicken liver adobo... Name it I LOVE THEM!

6. Starting the day with my Chillz Coffee from Mini Stop or Coffee Shake from Family Mart. Reason why,is because I just have the habit of killing boredom in a traffic jam as I commute to work. Also I love my coffee very cold! Plus with Nata!



7. Fruit Salad on every occasion. I've been noticed by my family that I eat fast whenever a fruit salad is served in the table and I couldn't agree more because I want more in my plate! 


8. Korean Drama Series are just daebak!!! It's not unknown to you all that I am a big fan of love stories, Rom Com in particular (sorry we are talking again movies and Korean series I regularly watch) and one of the best part of any stories is kissing where they are most in episodes 12 to 15. Well, not just kiss from a frog but a true love's kiss from the prince charming who is nowhere near me now (let me wipe my tears, wait! Hahahah) but let me be in the mood to say, I am patiently waiting. 

9. Travel. The company of friends to a beautiful place is really priceless! Because every trip gives you different vibe of adventure and it is well spent with good friends. (Winks at my travel buddies-Nysh, Ylda and Dhet! ��

10. The grateful attitude. Aside from the realizations that "hey! I am blessed enough to be born in a already blessed family and even so, I managed to be the person my parents are proud of (i wish~) because I am independent now that I have a position in a reputable bank and somehow been blessing others through the course and this is just so great!" , I have no words to better say my thanks to the God I have appreciated more and more through the years so Thank YOU Lord! For always hearing me out and for allowing things I prayed for happen and I am still waiting for the ultimate goal you will soon provide because in You there's always answered prayers. I love you and again, salamat po!


xoxo~

Monday, December 7, 2015

The Monday Currently | 02

Guess what? I was supposed to typed in Sunday night which basically this day's yesterday and the cause of delay and reason of the change of title was because... I just finished watching The Secret Life of Walter Mitty which is the result of my curiosity in searching the words "finding inspiration fun" in youtube and so a trailer of the movie was on top of the list but I couldn't find the full movie. And a sudden picture came to mind, a memory of me copying movies from my good friend, Jnx and viola! True enough it inspired me to write this early mornight of Monday.

CURRENTLY


Reading
Just here.

Writing
This.

Listening
MAINE MENDOZA (101% Real Voice) SMULE Recordings NON STOP. This is literally the title of the video clip from youtube.

Thinking
Of the ways to start the week and everything that could get me up at 7AM later says my alarm. Because as you most probably know I am thinking of moving out from my hellish work as I... have to put in my resignation letter first before I an share. Hihihi

Smelling
Nothing interesting. Ooops my pillow smells like the salonpas I've been putting on my back.

Wishing
I can be happy in my numbered days in citi. I will try.

Hoping
For a nice weeks before Christmas and even after that! But seriously, I hope for a smooth week so I can feel the vibe of holidays. Please.

Wearing
Pambahay na summery t-shirt and shorts from my 2012 ECCP Football Cup uniform.

Loving
The Sunday that just went by. I must say my sorry for being very late coming to The Feast but still I felt blessed as I was there even just for the last 20 minutes or so. But though guilty of the fact that I went to Carriedo first and not directly to PICC, there I saw myself eager to not miss a Sunday without trying to be with His presence but no, Bro. Alvin just reminded us all that "Jesus is with me.", Christmas or not He is with us and when he is in our hearts, we truly live.

Wanting
To celebrate this year's coming holidays free from the uneasy feeling I often feel whenever I think about life ahead. Because I know for sure it will be unpredictable, something unknown and I have to calm myself from worrying too much as IT IS JUST OKEY to feel the feels when you are going through quarter life crisis. You can never be too sure.

Needing
That butterflies in my belly long time ago...

Feeling
Sleepy but at the same time trying not to loose track to later's life battles again such as, waking up to my alarm; wanting to sleep some more; facing the sad realty that I'm going to ride the bus again which requires patience and sanity at all cost and most especially having to face the work that keeps me crazy because of too much to handle work and bosses from all floors of the bank. So though I'm being a negastar here, let me think of what's proper... I am feeling that before I submit my paper I'll see to it that my head and my heart is in to one place, happy and overflowing with motivation.

That's it. Bye. I have to sleep before I get up again at eight.
Zell~

Sunday, November 15, 2015

November Q&A Portion!

And so before I begin, foolish heart~ I feel like I should come with a disclaimer that says...

This series of Q&A may be super affectionate and may speak in sarcasm OFTEN. And all emotional investments are subject to mood swings. Approach with caution. And fruit salad. 

1. What decision are you glad you made? Attending feast as a non-negotiable habit every Sunday!

2. Share some good advise. Stay sincere because believe me, it's way easier to be true than to act as someone else.

3. What occupied your mind today? To be productive!

4. What was the best conversation you had today? With my "brave girls", Nysh and Dhet earlier! We need some catching up to do since we've been very busy with our respective lives while apart for like, months with no travels or simple get together. Reality hits us but we are truly grateful it will caused us to serious thinking and life changing decisions we will soon be making! Yey!
The Sisters at the Feast!
The parody! Nice try Nadz, Kath and Liza! HAHAHA 
5. Do you love your job? Hmmm... Perhaps like but not love. I like it when my day just went well but disgusted and dismayed if it turned out hellish.

6. If you could get rid of one of your habits, what would it be? Lazing around when I should be doing that planned idea in my head.

7. List 5 things you wish you had with you today? (1)Fries that my roommate is munching now. (2)New laptop for I just need a reliable Microsoft apps and google chrome that don't usually crush. (3)Coffee shake refill. (4)AC. (5)How about my house so I can access my whole cozy and dark room for myself! Hmnn~~~ brilliant!

8. What achievement are you the most proud of? I know this will sound cheesy but it would be my failures. To be specific, it would be the losses I made last year which includes lovelife na din. HAHAHA

9. What gadgets do use today? My bipolar lappy! My iphone 4s that I only got to use around 20 mins after unplugging from the charger. Also my e-fan, I believe it counts!
10. What shocked you? That Iced Coffee with WHISKEY I naively ordered in a coffee shop near my dorm. I won't be fooled next time and plans not to come again ever kasi naman I can't feel their aircon. Hmmm so di naman pala issue yung whiskey sa kape nya! Pabebe!

11. What was the last lie you told? To myself, that I can't fall in love while I'm about to move to a considerably far place. :'( Owkeyyy!

12. What's your favorite cuisine? I would say Korean. But anything would do. HAHAHA

13. What do you have too much of? My answer would be very objective but I feel like I have too much clothes now that I can only hoard them in my luggage. Partly to blame is my toxic work that kept me from shopping for more to distress. :'(

14. What do you want to tell yourself in one year? Good or bad may come at you but for sure you'll remain true! Tsar!

15. What is your greatest strength? That I am weird. Seriously, I misspelled weird again to *wierd! Kaloka! Sige na nga, elaborate ko naman, because I consider this as my ultimate source of drive after my faith or "the feeling blessed at the moment"; this just makes me more me! I simply just release myself into the wilderness of all that's happening kaya siguro feel ko lang to validate my thoughts because I myself needs some explanation as to why I reacted this way mga ganern~ kaya malabo! Wag na! Mobon na tayo! 

16. Other than your clothes, what was with you the majority of the day? My A3 Samsung phone! Youtube pa more!

17. What's your guilty pleasure? Late night TV series marathon.

18. What is bothering you? My hell work!

19. What inspires you? Aside from my hardworking parents when I think of my siblings who have managed to be good parents to their kids and at the same time be equally excellent at their respective fields, my Ate Yen being the Law student and my younger brother, Jimboy being the Team Supervisor that he is now. So I was like... WHAT AM I DOING WITH MY LIFE!?? I only have my own self to manage but still I'm lacking that drive to really outdo my past self.

20. What impression did you make in front of others today? That I'm sort of gloomy because of the aftermath from the pressure at work but can remain silly and positive about it.

21. What did you give up on today? Goodbye my 8 to 6 hours sleep!

22. How did you play today? Fair.

23. How do you know? Kasi wala naman nagalit sa'kin? Can't think of anything to answer the question actually~

24. Name the last three things you used today? Coffee shake straw and its cup and cover. bow!

25. What sound do you hate hearing? In awhile, my alarm.

26. Do you feel appreciated? YES! (malakas kutob ko!)

27. My body is... covered with oil before my clothes because I just had a Swedish massage at the spa where I had my membership for almost a year now. HAHAHA

28. Today I had too much... caffeine. 

29. What worries you? My future. Isn't that too obvious! kebs!

30. What did you get to do today? In general, my Sunday has been very productive because I get to send out my spoiled clothes to the Laundry shop; I was able to wash my undies (nagiging favorite ko ng topic!); Of course I went to the Feast with my friends and also got to catch up over our simple food cravings for Liempo. Also that I was able to share with them my worries and plans. And lastly, because I ended up blessed the entire week so I am just pouring out my feelings through here. Love you weekend!


Lost and so searching,
Miss Piggy